Remember countless
night without food, bed or shelter. Money was a never dream, love was abstract,
success an impossibilities. Am drench in lack and sorrows, many night alone at
my corner, to my weirdest thoughts…
Now I just
want all the agony to end, the pains should go away, the sleepless nights, the
fear, the tears. Nothing just works right. Deep down I want to forgive all my
offenders but the more I thing of what they have done the more the hatred boils
up inside like a volcano about to erupt.
Standing
there with the bottle of acid on my hands, my heart race with so much fear of
what really is the afterlife would be…
You could
relate with this at some level
No hope at
all
The future
Scary
Everyone
needs something the HOPE on. It’s what keep the soul going. Hope for a better
life, a greater future, food clothe, extra cash to spend on stuff like school
fees, hospital bills, utility bills, the necessity just piles up. How miserable
life is without HOPE.
HOPE is positivity
about future, I like the acronym “Have Only Positive Expectation”, it’s believing.
But life has shown us again and again that HOPE on anything on earth fails. Try
to take a sincere mind tour, nothing or no one can be true and totally
assuring, even the insurance companies.
BUT
I have got I
AM who is. God is. In Christ, He has given us everything we need and my HOPE on
him is so securing. People wonder why I believe so much on someone I have not
seen, it’s simply because they have not believed yet. You can’t tell the taste
of an ice-cream if you don’t taste it. Only when you truly on your own and from
your heart open up to God and want to experience HIM that you will.
Sickness,
poverty, pain, loneliness, confused, bitter, angry, just name it, and He takes
care of it all. In His words he will transforms you and gives you joy
unspeakable, love unconditional and happiness unending. Yes, you can be happy.
To so many
believers like me, please let’s not get tired of telling the world about this
HOPE that we have. There’s no vacation in giving HOPE because every single time
we relax and want to take a break there is someone loosing HOPE because we are
not just saying the right word, giving smiles and laughter, blessing someone
with money and kindness, let them feel the real deal about God. Let Heaven be felt here on earth, through you. Don’t be tired in well doing.
God loves you
